My Name Is Hope

Hope is a thing with feathers, that perches in the soul.

15-Year-Old Kid Killed for Being Gay
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Something I heard from Ellen's show:


NEW YORK, Feb. 14, 2008 – Ten years after Wyoming college student Matthew Shepard was brutally murdered because of his sexual orientation, a 15-year-old gay California student is dead after a student allegedly shot him because of his sexual orientation and gender expression.

Lawrence King, an eighth-grader at E.O. Green Junior High School in Oxnard, was shot Tuesday morning in English
class. The 14-year-old attacker, among a group of students known to bully and harass King because he sometimes wore makeup and jewelry and told classmates he was gay, has been charged with murder and a hate crime. “This incident of senseless violence is truly horrifying, and our hearts go out to the student’s friends, family and the E.O. Green School community,” said Kevin Jennings, Executive Director of GLSEN, the Gay, Lesbian and Straight Education Network. “As a nation, we’ve had our heads in the sand for far too long. We need to do everything we can to prevent something like this from happening again.

We are oceans and miles apart from each other, and so different in terms of age and gender, but my heart definitely goes out to him and his family members and friends. Until now, I can never fathom the minds of people who will recklessly destroy lives because of the other's gender preference or sexual orientation. Worse, sad to say, this problem isn't only happening in the United States, but also in different parts of the world, even here in the Philippines. I just wish that every one of us will learn to look beyond what our eyes can see. These individuals are more than just gays and lesbians. The bottom line is they're humans that need respect, love, compassion, and proper attention. I wish that there will be no more haters.

If you wish to know more about Larry, you can visit http://www.rememberlarry.com/.

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Earth's Final Sunset Predicted
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Earth's Final Sunset Predicted
> By Clara Moskowitz
> Staff Writer
> posted: 2008 February 26
> 07:00 am ET
>
> "Some say the world will end in fire, Some say in
> ice," wrote the poet Robert Frost. Astronomers, it
> turns out, are in the former camp.
>
> A new calculation predicts that Earth will be
> swallowed up by the sun in 7.6 billion years,
> capping off a longstanding debate over whether the
> sun's gravitational pull will have weakened enough
> for Earth to escape final destruction or not.
>
> Other theorists have predicted that our planet will
> fry as the sun expands in its old age. But the time
> estimates have varied by a couple billion years.
>
> "Although people have looked at these problems
> before, we would claim this is the best attempt
> that's been made to date, and probably the most
> reliable," said astronomer Robert Smith, emeritus
> reader at the U.K.'s University of Sussex, who made
> the new calculations with astronomer Klaus-Peter
> Schroeder of the University of Guanajuato in Mexico.
> "What we've done is to refine existing models and to
> put the best calculations we can at each point in
> the model."
>
> If 7.6 billion years doesn't sound like an urgent
> death sentence, don't relax yet. Regardless of
> whether Earth will ultimately be vaporized, as the
> sun heats up, our planet will become too hot to live
> on before then.
>
> "After a billion years or so you've got an Earth
> with no atmosphere, no water and a surface
> temperature of hundreds of degrees, way above the
> boiling point of water," Smith told SPACE.com. "The
> Earth will become dry basically. It will become
> completely impossible for life of any kind to exist.
> It's a pretty gloomy forecast."
>
> Nonetheless, scientists are curious about the
> ultimate fate of our planet after we are gone (like
> all previous hominids and more than 99 percent of
> all species that have lived on Earth, humans will
> probably go extinct, and it will likely happen
> sooner than a billion years).
>
> Smith's earlier studies found that Earth would
> narrowly escape being engorged. As the sun ages and
> expands into a red giant star, it will shed its
> outer gaseous layers, thus losing mass and weakening
> its gravitational pull. Previous calculations found
> that this let-up would allow the Earth's orbit to
> shift outward, enabling the planet to slip free of
> the smoldering sun.
>
> But this scenario doesn't account for tidal forces,
> and the drag of the sun's outer layers. As the Earth
> orbits the sun, its smaller gravitational pull isn't
> completely negligible - it actually causes the side
> of the sun closest to our planet to hoard more mass
> and bulge out toward us.
>
> "Just as the Earth is pulling on the sun's bulge,
> it's pulling on the Earth, and that causes the Earth
> to slow in its orbit," Smith said. "It will spiral
> back and finally end up inside the sun."
>
> In addition, the gas that the sun expels will also
> drag Earth inward toward its demise.
>
> Smith's previous calculations had ignored these
> effects.
>
> "We didn't think it mattered, but it turns out it
> does," he said. "You might say our previous models
> had a gap."
>
> There may even be hope for Earth. Some scientists
> have proposed a scheme for down the road to use the
> gravity of a passing asteroid to budge Earth out of
> the way of the sun toward cooler territory, assuming
> there is life around at the time that is intelligent
> enough to engineer this solution.
>
> "It sounds like science fiction, but there's a group
> of people who have quite seriously suggested that it
> might be possible," Smith said. "If it's done right,
> that would just keep the Earth moving fast enough to
> keep it out of harm's way. Maybe life could go on
> for as much as 7 billion years."
>
> Smith's findings have been accepted for publication
> in the journal Monthly Notices of the Royal
> Astronomical Society.

Is it the right time to think about moving to Mars?
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In Memory of Carl
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Once in a while
I'm reminded of your gentleness
The softness of your words
And the grin.

Once in a while
I remembered how you conquered the world
And made your own destiny.
How you lived your life the best that you can.

Once in a while
I am saddened of how people can hurt you so badly
Take away your life
Leaving your loved ones in too much pain.

Once in a while
I wished I could have known you better.

This is in memory of Carl Steven Reyes. Please visit his memorial website at http://carl-steven-reyes.memory-of.com/.
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Mango Float and the New Year
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Usher 2007!

Yup, it's January, which means it's a start of the new year. But believe me, I never made any resolution--for a change. Can hardly keep them. So I decided to just plan each day at a time, aligning each activity to broader goals I've set in my mind. Fortunately, so far, so good. I honestly still find myself on track, but then again, it's so early to tell.

What's special about the New Year is the fact that I cooked--or at least I prepared something: mango float. :) It may not look like it's the prefect kind of float, but the most important thing is it tasted like one. {For the recipe, see here). Furthermore, it's fun to see all my kins devouring it as if they never tasted anything like it their entire life (haha!). This year, I hope I can cook more and more. Actually, I'm setting my eyes on mango crepe. I can't forget how tasty they look like last Christmas Party.

Well, anyway, I'm surprised to see myself working almost 16 hours every day. Just got this interesting but very lucrative part-time job I found on the Net. At least, I can really pay my bills while saving some money for a major project.

That's enough for tonight. Hardly had any sleep these past few days. And yeah, I'm tired but happy. It feels good to be doing worthwhile things once in a while. :)


PS: Thanks PLDT for giving me good connection tonight. Hope normal speed will be back on the tenth. I would like to say thank you too to all people who greeted and gave me presents during the holidays. :) I'm truly honored.

Twelve Days of Christmas
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For the twelve days of Christmas, your true love will send you:

Twelve robots drumming
Eleven carolers a-caroling
Ten midgets a-leaping
Nine ladies knitting
Eight sheep a-milking
Seven hot chocolates a-steaming
Six iPods a-playing
Five golden bowls of chicken noodle soup
Four calling secret admirers
Three French tourists
Two bottles of whiskey
And a chimp in a peach tree


I'm waiting for the six Ipods.

Thought I've learned
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Bernard asked me one question I've been wanting not to answer these couple of days, "Why weren't you updating your blog?"

It's not because I don't have anything to talk about. My mind is a constant talker; it talks ceaselessly even when I sleep. There were quite a few exciting and definitely good experiences these past few weeks. There were some bad ones too, but not some things that could hurt or affect me.

But I'm tired about something, and I'm giving myself in to the weariness. It just occured to me while walking along that short distance from our office to Anita's bakeshop last Friday that 2006 hasn't been, generally, a good year for me. I know it seems so ungrateful considering that God has also blessed me with so much. But I'm exhausted, and I want to rest and think and evaluate again and challenge myself to do all those plans I've made, as long as God wills them to happen. I have been a slacker, I've been such a pain, I've let go of quite a few precious people, and I know I haven't loved and given all.

I believe that I will always be a work-in-progress. We all are, I guess. But it's never an excuse to just sit back and let the world pass by in front of you. But I will for the meantime, till I can get that pace I want, the commitment to move further, and make myself the kind of person I've always longed to be: who loves and gives and strives to continuously be a better person every single day.

I wanna live life to the fullest.

My little achievement
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I know it isn't much, but it's something I'll be happy about, especially now I know what it's worth. This blog, my Lemski's Garden, has already a page rank of 3. It feels great to somehow think that my thoughts--ehem, my life--does have some worth in Google world.

In the meantime, Naj has finally found some clients. Hopefully, when I can already fix my schedule and also get to devote some time for this, I will help her find some more. It's quite good that we're slowly building those dreams we're discussing almost every time we meet up. Anch is also able to find her dreams in Singapore. Prayers are really powerful tools.

I still don't have that enough dose of inspiration to design some accessories. One reason is there are lots of things to do that I usually forget about them. Perhaps before the month ends, I can already focus my attention to it. It somehow helps me become more creative, so to speak.

I've planned three major missions for this month of November, and I pray that I will really have the motivation to achieve all three of them. I couldn't just simply let every day pass by without doing something I can truly be proud of.

42 Questions
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1. Where were you 4 hours ago?
bedroom... redecorating

2. Who will be your next kiss?
i think it will be my mom ;)

3. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
yeah, my organizer

4. When is the last time you went to the mall?
a few hours ago (mall rats rule!)

5. Are you wearing socks right now?
no.. my house slippers lang

6. When was the last time you went out of the
country?

how i wish

7. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
nope... but i'd watched one a couple of hours ago

8. What was the last thing you had to drink?
water... cold water

9. What are you wearing right now?
STEC T-shirt, shorts, and all other bare necessities (hehe!)

10. What was your last purchase?
toiletries

11. Last food you ate?
Holy Kettle Corn!

12. Who was the last person that texted you?
Katty Kat

13. Have you bought any clothing items in the last
week?

nope... but I'm planning to next week

14. Do you have a pet?
yeah, Samuelle

15. What's the last sporting event you watched?
basketball

16. What is/was your favorite class?
in school? Chemistry and English

17. If you could be anywhere right now, where
would you be?

Cambodia or Singapore, or settle for a good beach in Palawan or Bora

18. What is the last thing you purchased online?

hahah! my CC's blocked. need to call Citibank pa

19. How old are your parents?
my mom's 46, my father's 54.

20. what is your favorite soup?
macaroni soup

21. Do you miss anyone?

too tired to think of anyone in particular (haha!)

22. Last play you saw?
this was a long time ago... the king and i

23. What are your plans for tomorrow?
Children's Hour activity, watch Jap film festival, redecorate my parents' bedroom, and work

24. Who is the last person you messaged on friendster?
i think Aldrin

25. Ever go to camp?
Camp? as in boot camp? or camping-camping lang?

26. Were you an honor roll student in high school?
modesty aside, yes... hehehe

27.What do you know about the future?
nothing much really.. except that I'm gonna make it truly worth waiting for

28. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
nope

31. Do you have a tan?
nope, but i love to get tanned

32. How old do you want to be when you have kids?

next year? hahaha! I wanna be a young mom :D

33. Do you collect anything?
angels, organizers, accessories, mga butingting

34. Do you have any tattoos or piercings?
yup, in my two ears. I'd love to get another piercing in my two ears. no tattoos.

35. Have you ever drank your softdrinks from a
straw?

it feels awkward without it

36. How do you like your softdrinks?
definitely cold, preferably with ice

37. Do you like hot sauce?
nope, i don't... can't eat any food with hot sauce

38. Last time you took a shower?
this noon, and I'll be taking one again after this entry

39. Who do you love?
a lot of people  :)

40. What is your mood?
right now? I feel so tired... a lot of things are going on in my head right now (as always) but I'm happy

41. Are you someones best friend?
i would definitely like to think so

42. What's the last TV show you watched?
Philippine Dream Academy

A video and a song
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The night's pretty much what I wanted: quiet. Just went out to dinner, along with such good company, and then sat down in front of my PC and surf all the way (yup, the same boring stuff domesticated people [ehem] do). Anyway, I first saw this Kate Moss hologram video in some fashion blog. Love it!

While also checking out my list of mp3's (something I could use as a background for my Friendster account as I opt to give it a pimp), I randomly selected this song called Dream Walking. UNFORTUNATELY, I can't find its full lyrics or even the singer. Tsk... tsk...

Have a happy weekend!

Holy Kettle Corn!
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Tonight I found myself binging on one of the delectable, if not the tastiest, pop corn there is in town: the Holy Kettle Corn. The popcorn is a mixture of something salty (though it has less salt than others) and sweet (sugar). And you definitely get nothing but big puffs of popped corn.

It takes pride of being an anytime-anywhere healthy food snack. It has no MSG, no butter, no preservatives, and no artificial flavoring. Furthermore, it's almost natural; thus,it's rich in fiber. One problem, though. If you're conscious about calories, you may think twice because it has about 170. But then again, you can never discount its distinct taste only achieved by Holy Kettle Corn.

As of the moment, there are a lot of franchise outlets found inside malls. You can buy them for P25.00 (small one) or P60.00 (the big one). The latter can really make you full--and I mean it.

The concept of kettle corn can be traced back during eighteenth-century America where corns were placed and popped in cast-iron kettles. They are further sweetened with natural sweeteners such as honey, sugar, and molasses. No wonder it has become a staple food for the Americans, especially the farmers and cowboys.

Now, it has made a glorious comeback. Here in the Philippines, entrepreneurs Derrick Chiongbian and Aris Alipon introduced the idea into the market. Their synergy created Blue Kettle Corporation, which then led to Holy Kettle Corn.

Aside from the taste, what makes Holy Kettle Corn different from all other factors? It's the packaging. It's paperbags, which are imported, are sealed with plastic inside, which eventually extends the product's shelf life to three days. So you can take about  72 hours to fully enjoy and immerse yourself to the taste of the popcorn.


PS: If only I could hug Kristoff. The kid has been working his *** off for how many weeks, but he can't seem to just make it.  I wish he'll do well in the next gala performance.

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